Day 6
Day 6
Oh, welcome back.
You're pretty early, aren't you? I bet you're slowly about to lose control, right? No, that can't be it. Or else, you wouldn't keep listening to me, right? You properly stand by the rules, and listen to me before going to sleep every day.
Now then, let's make you feel good and obedient, by returning you back into that state.
It's just a check up, but have you properly darkened your room and lied down facing upwards? Then let's relax and get your body nice and limp. Keep your eyes open for now. I'll tell you properly when you can close them. You might want to close them by yourself in the dark, but please be patient.
First let's do some gymnastics. Do you remember? Yes, lift your limbs a bit and *poof* let them drop. Remember the lethargy in your body from that time. If you can't, it doesn't really matter. Here, let them get nicely loose and limp. All strength from your body disappears. And you relax. Relaaax. Yes, that's the way. It gradually feels better and better, right? Also properly relax your neck and face this way. Don't forget to woosh, woosh, release all strength from your foby. If you do this, you can drop even further, get more and more relaxed, and feel so very pleasant.
How is it? Can you get relaxed? If so, then let's do some deep breathing next. Just like I suggested to you yesterday. When you do some deep breathing, you can instantly return to this deep hypnotic state.
Now, gently fall deeper and deeper.
Inhale~ Exhale~.
Inhale~ Exhale~.
Inhale~ Exhale~.
Keep it going~. Keep breathing gently and deeply. Once you do so, you fall ever deeper to that pleasant place. It's only natural. If you do what I say and follow my suggestions, you get to feel pleasant. That's how it is, right? All just following my simple instructions, you get to feel more and more happiness. Obeying is happiness. The happiness of a subordinate. The happiness of a slave. All those feelings are slowly and steadily being resurrected.
Now as you keep falling deeper, this pleasure and muddled awareness from yesterday returns. Yees, relax even further, release all tension. With this, you can fall ever deeper. Your consciousness falls. Falls. Falls.
And now you remember. You're remembering. Yes, you love this state. You love me to wrap your body and heart in my voice. You love to be dominated by my voice. You love to obey my voice. You love being my sub. That's how it is, right? That is why you get to feel so happy.
Now that you remember, you can fall ever deeper. Falling into the deepest abyss of your awareness. And you also remember another thing. Your destined place, the world where your awareness is falling into.
Yes, the world of pleasant feelings. The world of pleasure. The pleasure of submission. Pleasure of sexual slavery. Faithfully obeying the instructions to their Master is the highest pleasure of a submissive. And into this world swirling with that kind of pleasure, you are falling down. You're returning.
Now, let's close your eyes. Take one last big, deep breath.
Inhale~
Exhale~. Now, gently close your eyes, please. Doing so, woosh, you fall ever deeper. Falling down into true darkness, a pitch black world. Falling into the deepest layer of your consciousness, your true consciousness, masochistic consciousness, consciousness of a maso slave.
Now, please return to your normal breathing.
It seems like your properly remember it all. Oh yes, this is your identity. That's right, you are a masochist. You are a slave. You remember it quite well. And you remember even more. The more you remember, the further and deeper you fall. Deep to the bottom of your consciousness. Your mushy, maso awareness, falling ever deeper, as if you're sinking into a swamp.
Finally, you remember the most important thing. What is this thing you have attached to your lower body? Tell me. Please, answer out loud.
Yes, a belt. It's a chastity belt. Why are you wearing such a thing? Please remember why.
That's right. You're doing ejaculation control. You are my sex slave, under my ejaculation control. Do you remember? Wait, I hope you haven't forgotten everything from our first session? After all, it was your own wish to be turned into a sex slave.
Okay, let's give it a little test. You will from now on answer all my questions with "yes". So, whenever I ask you a question, you will instantly respond with a nod. Just nod your head twice. Understood? I taught you how to nod like a slave, right? Whenever you nod, you will fall ever deeper and deeper. Falling into the deepest state of slavery. That's how it is, right? Don't you forget this.
Now, without further ado.
Have you accepted my ejaculation control now?
Go ahead and nod.
You haven't taken off your chastity belt without good reason, right?
You didn't masturbate of done anything that pleasured you, right?
Therefore, will you keep obeying my orders with absolute obedience?
Falling down, feeling ever more pleasant. Falling deeper with every nod. A slave's nod, a slave's pledge, all of it lets you fall ever deeper into your muddled conscious of slavery.
Okay. Very well. It looks like you've properly listened to me. That's good. Very well done.
Now then, you still cling to things such as ethics, reason and common sense. Please let them all go. Let's take one more last deep breath. This way, you can breathe out all those things a slave has no need for. And you can drop into an even deeper layer of your consciousness. You will at last arrive to the deepest abyss of slavery, where being submissive and dominated is everything.
Yes, take a biiig breath in.
Hold it just a bit.
And slowly exhale. Woosh, exhale. Let is all out.
All that remains with you now is my voice. You will obey nothing but my voice. After all, there is nothing in your way now but to obey my voice. Obey.
Welcome back. The true self that is you.
How is it? My ejaculation control?
It sure is tough right? Are you at your limit? Or are you getting used to it?
To be honest, it would be troublesome if you got used to it. I'm only doing this to you because I want to see your face in pain and anguish. Also, since we're only doing it frequently, with this lesson, I can't let you escape with simply getting used to it, or saying something sweet and comfortable like "I'm fine with not orgasming". I believe you know this already, right?
Oh yes, has anybody noticed your chastity belt yet? It must smell pretty strongly by now. Maybe somebody could notice when you're in a public toilet or something. They just don't bother saying anything, because they're all adults. Behind your back however, maybe some rumors about this pervert have already began to spread. Isn't it embarrassing? It sure is pathetic, right? Make no mistake, once the rumors spread, everyone will surely treat you with nothing but disdain.
Ah, don't tell me that this'd make you happy. Is that it? You're such a masochist, so perhaps such is one of the things you really want? In secret, you anticipate that everyone will find out, right? You want that other people besides me will speak ill of you, abuse and bully you, just like I do. Who knows, maybe you'd even think that far already? Okay, let's give it a try and make you do something embarrassing.
Eh, you don't want to?
Well, certainly this could mean the ruin of your social life. If anybody saw you like this, especially women, it'd mean the end for you. Okay then, let's stop right now, shall we?
Eh? You don't want that either?
In that case, we'll keep it going right away. Come on, let's do even more really embarrassing stuff-
Here's my order.
I'll count to three now. At three, I'll signal you with "yes", and you will be ale to open your eyes, while staying in a deep hypnosis trance. And then... uhm, let's see...
Please take off your clothes. Take them all off, except for the chastity belt below your underpants. Yes, fully nude in the chastity belt. You'll appear just like that. It's alright, you can do it, because I know how much you love taking my orders. So do it please. Let's try it right away.
One, two, three. Yes. Sloowly, open your eyes.
Now, as I ordered you before, get nude with the chastity belt. Take on this getup. I'll give you a few moments.
Yeees, are you done? As I thought, you look great in it. Like a real pervert.
Now lie back again facing upwards. And take a very deep breath.
Inhale~. Stop for a bit. Exhale~. And now, *woosh* close your eyes.
Simultaneously, your consciousness *woosh* drops down.
At the same time, also consciousness, we will depressed and smooth stop.Release your strength, and relax. Relax more. Relax. Now, take three deep breaths. While you're at it, count aloud by yourself. Like this, you can let your awareness drop to the same deep trance like before, all by yourself.
Your awareness drops even further.
Falling into a deep abyss.
Now, where did your mind arrive again this time?
Image it. Imagine the your own appearance right now.
Yes, you are currently stark naked, wearing a chastity belt. That's right. It's very shameful. This. Any stranger could take from this that you're a sex slave in ejaculation control. They'd instantly declare you to be a pervert masochist. Truly, you're in a shameful, indecent appearance.
However, you wouldn't really know about it, because your eyes are closed. The lights in your room are off too. In that case, what if you'd turn on the lights and looked at yourself in a mirror? Come on, imagine how you'd look. Nude in the chastity belt. See this figure reflected in the mirror. Please imagine it all.
Fufufu, do you know your face is on fire right ow? You're already blushing in a deep red. You're so damn embarrassed. It's certainly so. You're naked, not wearing anything. That itself it pretty embarrassing, but what about that belt you're wearing? Just by imagining that shameful appearance is enough to make your face burn up in embarrassment. This chastity belt is a sign, a sign of disgrace, slavery and shame. Even though you don't want to, your eyes still shoot over, and it's enough to make you madly embarrassed. Yes, at last you might get mad after all. That's very good. This is what you wished for, right? Or am I wrong?
Well, it's not like you had any other choice from the beginning. You were always on the course to madness. Okay, here's my next order.
I am going to release you from my hypnosis now. After this, you will stand in front of a mirror, and gaze upon your appearance for one minute. Yes, you will take a deep look at your shameful form, wearing a chastity belt. If you don't have a mirror in your room, I'm sure you've got one in the bathroom. So properly go in there. If you really don't have a mirror anywhere else, use the reflection from a window. Yes, this way it'd be at least 100 times more embarrassing. Understood? If so, nod as you always do, will you?
There there, that's a good boy. Oh yes, one more thing. When you listen to me tomorrow, I want you to appear like this. Nude, in the chastity belt. You will listen to me in this form. You're already a sex slave, so you don't need clothes anymore. Just your belt is plenty of clothing.
Okay, then do what I told you right away. Take a good, careful look at yourself, for one minute.
Okay, this the end for today. I will now release you from my hypnosis. Out of hypnosis, you will feel as usual and forget all my suggestions. But you must promise never to forget the contract. And even if you do forget about it, you will instantly remember it every moment you see yourself wearing the chastity belt. Your promise, the contract, your own position, and your ejaculation control process. You will remember it all. Thus, you will automatically abide to my instructions.
Now I'll count from 1 to 10 now. When I clap my hands at 10, you will awaken from your hypnosis, feel fresh and awake and return to your everyday awareness.
1. Al the pleasure that covered you, disappears in a woosh.
2. Strength returns to your limbs.
3. Gradually, the haze in your head disappears.
4. All my suggestions disappear, save for our promise.
5. Your weak body regains its strength.
6. Your head is getting refreshed. Slowly, you can feel the lights of your surroundings.
7. Your limbs can move again. As if you were simply lying down.
8. Your awareness and thoughts return as usual.
9. Just one more, and you'll be wide awake.
10.
Yes. Very good work.
Well then, that's it for today. Good luck, and do what I told you just before. Take a good, careful look at yourself, for one minute.