[Chapter 1: Sleeping Beauty Disease]
[Chapter 1: Sleeping Beauty Disease]
Important points.
This is a voice drama, rated +18. If oyu are below the age of 18, please only give it a trial listening. Also, there will be a hypnotic guidance part. Please read the attached readme files. People who fall under the prohibited conditions should stop listening immediately. Those who don't, please make sure to follow the recorded directions. Also, if you want to pause the voice play in the middle, please make sure to include the cancellation track.
Now then, let me be your guide to a dazzling world of adventure. But before that, let's check together if you're ready and prepared.
First of all, don't put on your bloomers yet. Just keep them within arm's reach.
Also, have you checked the attached illustrations?
The most important thing for hypnosis is the power of imagination. The more you can remember those images with you closer your eyes and deeply burn them into your mind, te better you can immerse yourself into that world. Please close your eyes for now and give it a try.
Yees.
How was it? If you can't imagine it properly yet, please pause this voice play for a moment and come back when you're ready.
Now, open your eyes agian. Now turn off the lights in your room, shut the curtains and do whatever you can to dim your room as dark as possible. Then lie on your back on your bed or futon and relax the best you can. Yes, relax as if you were going to sleep. Relax your body and entrust yourself to gravity. Also relax your limbs and lie down with a tingle. Please relax your hand palms, fingers and toes all the way. This time, also relax your torso. With that, you can see it will feel gradually more comfortable. Relaxing feels nice. Since it feels nice, you relax from face to head. Your eyelids also naturally are going to close. Now relax your eyelids. With that *woosh* your eyes close all on their own. With your closed eyes, you can feel that your awareness *woosh* is about to fade out. It feels calm, comfoy and relaxing.
Yes, the more you relax like this, the more you can immerse yourself in this story world. So please concentrate on my story now. Please set your awareness aside. All you need to do is listen to my voice, without thinking. Soak up every single one of my words... as if you were reciting every word in your mind. With that, you can enter ever deeper into the story world. This is a very comfortable thing. Isn't that right? That's why it's only going to feel much much better in a bit.
Oh, speaking of "feeling good", there's something I have to tell you in advance. The character in this story is going to ejaculate many many times. But you won't have to. Assuming that you can sympathize with the character on a deep emotional and sensual level, you will be able to orgasm without ejaculating. Without even moving an inch. Just by lying down and relaxing. Nothing else will be necessary.
Now, let's immerse in even deeper comfort. Try some deep breathings. With that, you can sink down even deeper. Now...
Inhale, exhale.
Inhale~, exhale~, release your strength.
Inhale~, exhale~, let it all out.
Inhale~, exhale~, relax your heart.
Inhale~, exhale~, deeply, deeply, sinking.
Just by quietly and deeply breathing like this, you can continuously stay in this very comfortable relaxed state.
Now, before you can doze off even deeper, just listen to my story for a bit. When you imagine the scenes in your head, you can doze off deeper and ever deeper, to immerse yourself even better into the story.
Late at night, inside a dark room, where only the sound of raindrops can be heard.
This is the biggest hospital in town. At the end of a dark, loong corridor, there is a door where dim light is fading through. Inside the dimly lit sickroom, there is a little boy lying on a hospital bed. No, it's not that he's asleep. This boy hasn't woken up for three days already. And yet, this boy makes such a peaceful face, it is as if he had only just fallen asleep. Now, another boy who has been worriedly peeking in through the door is now sitting down beside the bed. This boy's face looks like the mirror image of the sleeping boy, like two peas in a pod. No, not just the face, their whole appearances are the same. Yes, those two are twins. Those twin brothers who look as cute as angels, are illuminated by the faint moon light from outside the window.
The elder brother's name is Hikaru. The younger brother is Nagisa. Hikaru occasionally calls out his sleeping brother's name.
But Nagisa doesn't answer. Hikaru is worriedly watching his little brother, as if he was sad about his own self.
*drip, drip*, only the sound of raindrops fill this gloomy, darkened bedroom. The doctors said he had a very rare illness called Klein Levin syndrome. It is also called "Sleeping Beauty Disease"... yes, Sleeping Beauty... even though... even though Nagisa is a boy... Hikaru doesn't understand... why would his little brother fall ill to such a disease.
Only the raindrops and Nagisa's breathing are heard. Even Hikaru is exhausted from watching over him, and is beginning to doze off a bit.
Then... Hikaru hears the voice that he misses so much in his mind.
Nagisa: "Save me, onii-chan!"
Now, let's pause the story for just a moment and concentrate on my words again.
It seems that Nagisa has been asleep for a long time and came in contact with a mysterious disease. This Klein... uuh, what was it called again? Well, never mind. Unfortunately, this sleeping beauty disease is currently uncurable for modern science, because whether the cause nor a way to cure it are known. The sleeping patient is drifting and floating in a mysterious world where dream and reality can't be separated... yes, quite like you are right now. A strange, bodily sensation where the boundaries between dream and reality become vague. A feeling as if the head was buzzing and melting. This really does resemble to how you are, doesn't it?
Speaking of, what kind of dream does this sleeping beauty boy Nagisa have right now, you wonder? Perhaps he has become a magical boy and is fighting a sex-demon in his dream...?
Fufufu, but I will tell you all about that a bit later. First, I want to tell you a bit more about the brothers Hikaru and Nagisa.
The two are twin brothers. I did tell you that before. Two extremely close twins. They always go out together and play together. Sometimes they use the bath together, and sleep in the same bed. And of course they go to school together as well. If they wore the same clothes, their teachers and friends would never be able to keep them apart, those perfectly adorable twin brothers.
Adorable? ...yes, the common issue two they have is that they just look adorable. To be frank, the brothers look androgynous... or more like girls. Even in their class they got in trouble because of their long, ear covering hair, so that everyone mistook them for girls.
Because of that, the two often take refuge in daydreams. In their imagination, they battle together in a world like from a fantasy game. They use magic powers and defeat evil monsters. Yes, this is what Nagisa always said:
Nagisa: "Onii-chan, I want to become a magical boy!"
Yes, a magical boy. An awesome magician, just like that Harry Whatshisface.
That of course was only a dream. A self-centered dream of a still growing boy. That's how it was. Until that one day...
By the way, do you happen to know how twins relate to this story? It's a story about twins who share the same awareness. A connection of their deepest consciousness, where they share dreams and fantasies. Regardless of how far they are separated, they can sense each other in danger, and have the same dreams while asleep. Long ago, there have been many wonderful stories like that.
However, this is not only limited to twins. The famous psychologist Dr. Jung once said that every person shares a connection on the deepest subconscious level. It's not unusual for separate people to experience the same things and the same world in their dreams. Especially you right now, in your comfortable dreamy state of mind, right?
So, if you keep listening to my story, your awareness and the boundary if this story will gradually become vague, until you'll be able to share the same story just like those two twin brothers... now, stay aware of that, and listen to the story a little bit more.
Save me, onii-chan. Hikaru definitely had heard something like that. Hikaru's insight spoke to him: That was his brother's voice. It was Nagisa. Nagisa needs help... but this Nagisa has been sleeping for days and keeps drifting about the dream world...
A dream?
Yes, a dream. Hikaru remembered. Before Nagisa became ill with Sleeping Beauty disease, something strange had happened.
That day, the two were doing well and walked back home from school. On that day, the road to school was blocked to to construction worcs, so they had to take a little detour.
It was a narrow, dark path they had never gone through before.
The two became a bit scared, and clenched their hands tighter than usual. After a short while, they returned to the usual bright road. But just before that, the two saw something strange and stopped right in their path.
There was a spiral staircase. A deep deep staircase that led into the pitch black underground. It was made of iron and was of a solid build. It blended into the scenery, as if it had stood there for many many years.
Nagisa "So this staircase was here! That's awesome!"
Said Nagisa and descended down the stairs. Hikaru however was scared and didn't want to go.
Nagisa "I've seen this staircase in a dream before. I'm sure... it must lead to the world of magicians! Onii-chan, don't you remember?"
Having heard that, Hikaru began to search for a thread of memory. Now that he mentioned it... a small fragmented memory came resurfacing... down this staircase lies a huge dungeon, the stronghold of an evil sex-demon... Hikaru was sure that he also had that kind of dream... and little by little he remembered.
Nagisa "Huh? What's that?"
Nagisa said, and picked up something from the floor.
It was something in navy-blue colors, shaped like underpants.
Nagisa "This kinda looks like those gym shorts the girls wear during PE... they're called Bloomers or something like that... does that mean, a girl dropped them on the way down here?"
Hikaru shook his head in doubt. Because it seemed like those had been dropped here many many years ago, as old as this staircase itself.
Nagisa "The girl who dropped those here surely must've been a magical girl. That means, down there..."
The two gazed down the spiral staircase. Down there it was dark and pitch black, and it was seemingly going on forever and ever. The two felt as if the depths wanted to *woosh, woosh* pull them inside. This endless dark hole... made the two afraid and they unintentionally closed their eyes.
And suddenly, they were right in front of their house again. It felt as if what just happened had only been a dream. The two usually shared their daydreams... so this was a common thing to them.
But, Nagisa still had the navy-blue bloomers in his hands.
Nagisa "I brought them with me. Onii-chan, what should we do with this...?"
Now, let's take another pause. We'll continue when you've fallen into an even deeper and deeper place.
In your vague awareness, you might've already started to empathize with those twin brothers, even if you're not fully aware of it yet. But, you don't have to worry about that right now. As I mentioned earlier, if you just entrust yourself to this voice, it will gradually become true.
By the way, just before I told you about shared dreams, right? For example, if you share the same tastes or hobbies, or happen to have the same clothes or belonings, your shared dreams can become stronger. For example... yes, in the beginning you set the bloomers aside your bed, didn't you? If you would wear those, you could immerse yourself into the story even further, and share a deeper connection with Hikaru in awareness, sensations and emotions, and even pleasure. Quite as if you had became Hikaru himself. This could bring you an experience of arousal and happiness you've never felt before.
But, all in good time. Keep listening to the story and fall deeper and ever deeper to the depths of your awareness. Now, let's continue.
As Hikaru watches the face of his sleeping brother, he remembers the mysterious spiral staircase from that day.
Was that really a dream...? Just what happened to Nagisa? ...but Nagisa is quietly breathing and sleeping. Hikaru closed his eyes and joined him in this quiet breathing.
(And can do so as well)
Thus, you feel that your awareness is melting into Nagisa's dream. A calm and comfortable breath. Hikaru with his eyes closed can feel this comforting sensation. Then, more and more, the two blend together. The breathing and the awareness of the two are synchronizing and blending together. Yes, this is their ritual. The ritual to join their dreams. And you remember. The words that Nagisa always said...
Nagisa "I want to become a magical boy!"
In your mind, you recall the experience that Nagisa had that night.
Yes, that day, Nagisa wanted to go back to that spiral staircase again, alone. But he just couldn't find that dark alley anymore. Although he had no choice but go home again, he kept worrying about it and couldn't fall asleep. And suddenly, he remembered the bloomers. This is the item of a magical girl... if I put them on, maybe I can become a magical boy too...?
As he thinks so, Nagisa grabs the bloomers near his bed, flings off his pajamas and underwear, and puts them on as if he was obsessed by something.
Suddenly, his body is radiating with a glimmering light, and Nagisa transforms. Just like a magical girl transformation. Then, he stands right back at the entrance of that spiral staircase. Nagisa checks his appearance, gives off a great nod, and rushes down the staircase.
Somehow, the memory comes to a halt there. All that's left is a deep darkness that goes deeper and deeper.
Now you understand everything. Nagisa has been captured. He's locked up in this dreamworld, this world of strange awareness. That's why he doesn't wake up. He can't wake up. I, I have to go and save him. I have to rescue Nagisa!
So you swear with all your heart.
Fufufu, hm? Isn't that odd. So you are... Hikaru? You are you. But then who is Hikaru?
Well, it's better not to make a big deal out of it. Whether you are Hikaru or not, you are already completely melting into the world of this story. You're entrusting your mind and body to this world where dream and reality come and go, this mysterious story... isn't that right?
By the way, do you remember how Nagisa looked just like a magical girl? Even if the two are so adorable that you could mistake them for girls, he just can't be a magical girl. The two are boys, so he really should be a magical boy...
Still, this might've been on yours or on Hikaru's mind. Therefore you might've noticed that your surrounding world has begun to change. A dream world that people usually are not aware of. A deep deep place, the world of subconscious. By focusing on that, you might be able to have a joint dream and bodily experience. Where dream worlds mix together into a puddle, and new dreams can be created. Follow my voice and I'll lead you to a world of wonderful pleasure. Yes, this is the track that Nagisa followed. You are following the same road that your brother Nagisa went.
Now that you understand, you have to become Hikaru even more, in body and mind. It's very easy to do. xxx After all, that's what you were as well. Yes, everyone was like that when they were little. An innocent and pure heart and body, that know nothing about lewd things...
If you can remember that, you can cast away your current heart very easily. Those memories of puberty, a heart of unneeded wisdom and dirtiness, all those unwanted things, please expel them from your consciousness for a while. And with that, you can resurrect your childish heart. An honest and clean heart. Yes, a boy's heart. Changing more and more into the boy Hikaru. Now, for that we have to calm down your heart even more and make it completely empty. So keep following my voice, please.
You remember your old self. A very innocent boyish you.
Yes, you are a little boy. You, the small boy who doesn't know and doesn't remember anything.
Then let's go into a new, different world. And I'll come with you.
I'll count down from 10 to 0. With every number, your memories as a little boy return, and on zero, you'll have forgotten everything and turned into the protagonist of this story, the boy Hikaru. Alright?
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0
*Woosh* fading out. Your awareness vanishes. Thus, your unneeded memories become nothing.
Now you can't get lost anymore. Just keep an open and honest heart.
So forget it all. Your adult heart. Your unwanted adult memories and consciousness, all of it.
Then you'll reach your goal. The wonderful world you've seen when you were a little child.
Let's go there together now. Further and further, your awareness falls into that deep place, and when I say zero, you'll reach the deepest place, the bottom of your heart, and transform into a magical boy. Alright?
Now, let's descent.
Descent to the subconscious.
I'm coming down with you.
The deeper we go,
the vaguer your awareness gets.
The worlds of dream and reality
melt into a puddle
Melting, now
Just a bit more, to the depest place
Your awareness, almost there...
Now, you remember. You are.... who?
Who are you again?
You are Hikaru, right?
Yes, Hikaru. The boy, Hikaru.
That's how it is. You are Hikaru. The older twin brother. Nagisa's onii-chan. That's why you clearly know what to do now. Yes, transform into a magical boy, and go save your brother who's locked up n the dream world. That's how it is, right?
Now that you know, let's go. Listen good and clear one more time.
Where exactly are you?
Yes. A hospital room. This is where Nagisa is hospitalized and suffers from sleeping beauty disease. That's why you're waiting for Hikaru. Your head might be buzzing and feel a bit like in a dream. But, you already know what to do. This time you have to put on those magic bloomers that Nagisa is wearing right now. Then you can transform into a magical boy, go down that spiral staircase, and rescue Nagisa.
You pull down Nagisa's pajamas and and pants and undress him. Under his pajamas, those navy-blue bloomers come in sight. They're tightly sticking to his crotch, under which the shape of his weewee is clearly sticking out. And for whatever reason, there's some clear, sticky fluid dribbling out from is tip. A typical boyish, sweet and musky fragrance is coming off him.
You lift up his hips a bit, and start pulling off his bloomers. His childish penis, completely hairless and covered by a bit of foreskin get exposed. This is a boy's penis who is still clueless about naughty things. But to your surprise it is hard and stuff and even twitching and shaking for some reason. This is what's happened to the penis that's just like your own. What the heck is happening to your brother...? you turn away your eyes without thinking.
Then... Suddenly, the tip is overflowing with white goo. It's twitching and pulsating and spits out a cloudy white fluid. This yogurt-like fluid spits out and lands on his belly. You don't understand what's happening. A strange and peculiar smell fills the air.
You're at a loss for words after this unfamiliar spectacle. Your chest is pounding and for some reason you get excited. Still, you can't just leave him like that. You have to grab a tissue and wipe him clean. This hard penis keeps spreading the stinking odor all around. While you try your hardest not to look at it, you fully strip his bloomers, put on his pajamas once again and cover his sheets.
Now those bloomers belong to you. If you wear those, you can transform into a magical boy and reach Nagisa's dream world.
Now if you please, put on those bloomers right now. On your own body, of course.
Imagine it... You fling off all your clothes, like Nagisa did on that day. Then, you put on the bloomers that Nagisa had just worn before. Nagisa's warmth spreads through your lower body. A sweet boyish smell is permeating int you body. It feels as if you're being wrapped into Nagisa's heart.
I'm now going to count to three and snip my fingers. Then, you'll stay in that deepened state, open your eyes for a minute, and move your body. Then, please put on the bloomers. But, only when this voice gives the signal you can once again close your eyes and return to the bottom of your subconscious. Alright?
Now then...
One, two, three, slooowly, oppen, your eeyes...
Now you can freey move your body in that deep state. I'll give you a few moments to put on your bloomers. Now, begin...
If you're done, please lie down on your back again. Don't forget to shut all the lights.
Are you wearing the bloomers?
Wearing them on your body makes you a bit excited, right? To calm you down, let's do some deep breathing. Please don't close your eyes just yet. Now...
Inhale, exhale.
Inhale, exhale, drain your body...
Inhale, exhale, calm your mind...
Inhale, exhale.
Breathe normally again. Now I'll count down from 10 to zero. With every number, your awareness will doze off further and further. Then on zero, you'll once again be in that drowsy consciousness. May I?Well then...
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
There, your eyes are getting tired already.
You quickly want to close them.
Close them quickly and come back to your subconscious.
You can. Almost there.
Almost back again in that comfortable place.
Zero. Woosh, close your eyes.
Now you start to fall. *woosh woosh*, your awareness drops. Falling down. Falling down. Returning to that deepest subconscious world, the world of dreams, returning, returning, re, tur, ning...
Now, please focus on those bloomers on your body.
It's a bit embarrassing, ins't it? This is the first time you're wearing that cute clothing. It's a girl's clothing what sits tight on your crotch. This makes your chest beat harder than usual. A piece of cloth sits snugly on your crotch, and inside, the shape of your weewee is sticking out. The joints of your legs are tightened with rubber and your thighs are exposed. This makes your face blush up even more in embarrassment. But, with this I can also fight.. Turn into a magical boy and fight...
Now, let's transform. Nagisa's waiting for you.
First of all, stay in this position and grab your wrists. Grasp your thumbs from inside. Now, when I give the signal, press your wrists lightly. Then you can unite your spirit and unleash your heart. Yes, this must be a magic power. The power of a magical boy.
Then if you imagine how you look after the transformation, you'll look the same as Nagisa, like a magical girl... I mean boy. You'll become the Magical Boy Hikaru.
Now, let's do it at once. At the count of three, imagine it witha strong grip. May I? Well then
One, two, three! Yes!
You're coveted in a light circle. You feel warmth coming from your bloomers spreading into your whole body. Light particles spiral around you and finally envelop themselves as clothing on your body. Hands, legs, lower body, bloomers on the hips, necklace, earrings, and lastly the tiara... steadily gathering light. You are gradually changing into your new form. Transforming into an absolutely cute and adorable form.
Now, let go of your hands and put them to your sides again. And feel it. Please feel your new form as a magical boy.
White boots cover your legs like thigh highs and white gloves go from your hands right to your elbows. Each one of them are clad in pink frills that flutter like cherry blossoms. The no-sleeve jacket has a sailor-collar attached to it, where a big pink ribbon dances in the middle of the chest. The flowery frilled skirt around the butt... the necklace, earrings, and leaf-like tiara on your head, and even the hair itself all change into a pink color... yes, quite like a flower fairy. You have taken on the form of a magical girl that looks like a flower fairy.
This form... this shape is...?
You're baffled. I... I should be a magical boy... but this is... girly. I'm a magical girl... but haven't you forgotten something? This was Nagisa's form you saw in your dream. His haircolor and the color of his clothes were different, but very Nagisa-like. Basically, this is the form shaped by Nagisa's dreams. The form of a magical boy in Nagisa's imagination. That's why you can't help it but have such an adorable form.
You also notice that the scenery around you has changed. Yes, you stand now by the spiral staircase. Standing at the entrance of the staircase in that dark alleyway. Nagisa is down there. Thinking that, you quickly begin to step down the stairs. Round and round it goes, the staircase of awareness. ...Nagisa, I'm coming to save you... you think as you steadily descend. Heading into the subconscious. The fluttering costume and the bloomers that expose your buttocks *woosh* are hit by a breeze. It feels as if your body is *woosh* being drawn down the stairs, going down. The mysterious staircase keeps going on round and round forever. Your eyes are spinning. Your awareness is slowly going vague. Deep into nagisa's subconscious. The deepest subconscious where Nagisa is locked up. This is where you're headed. Sinking. More and more, going down. Your awareness sinks. *woosh woosh* falling, down down down.
At last, it feels as if your feet meet the ground. No lights, a dark world, the deepest subconscious. You have arrived.
And now in front of your eyes, a big door is gently floating upwards. This must be the dungeon entrance. You feel there is something eerie about it. You muster your courage, open the door a bit, and slide your body through it.