Doubt
You are once again inside a dream.
Yes, this is a memory. You are drifting along on a fluffy sea of memories.
But... now you remember,... you are synchronized with your sister now. Isn't that right? Your sister's and your own memories are blending together. Yes, this is your sister's memory. Aya's memory, unknown to you...
Aya "Orgasnoid Aya Kirishima reporting."
Aya "You are late. Dr. Kirishima."
Professor: "We're alone. It's fine if you just call me Dad."
Aya "Okay, Dad..."
Professor: "Well? How's Ilia?"
Aya "Yes. She's generally doing fine. Her Orgasnoid sensitivity is rising, and last week I've successfully installed the crystal oscillator inside her. I believe, the crystal has already tied with the nerves."
Professor: "I see... you think it works already?"
Aya "Ah, y-yes, but..."
Dr. "What? Are you still unsure? Aya"
Aya "N-, no, that's not it... but I mean, Ilia is still very small, and she doesn't know anything about this organization."
Professor: "but weren't you the same as ilia, when you stepped in the Interceptor for the first time?"
Aya "Tha-... that's because Mom was there with me, that time..."
Professor: "You still can't get over what happened to your mother. You still feel guilty."
Aya "...n, no, I'm fine, Dad. But if I could have orgasmed more reliably... then Mom would..."
Professor: "No, it was an unfortunate accident. It wasn't your fault."
Aya "No..."
Professor: "We have an urgent situation at hand. Intelligence from Satellite KAGUYA says, that the enemy battle mothership might invade in a few days. Aya... you alone can't hold them back. It's impossible. That's why Ilia must... you understand, don't you?"
Aya "Yes, Dad."
Professor: "So, when is Ilia coming here?"
Aya "She said she'll arrive very soon. Ilias Orgasuit is completed already."
Professor: "Got it. Good work."
Aya "Dad, if this girl... if Ilia becomes an Orgasnoid and... if I hang in there a bit more..."
Professor: "I am sorry, Aya. I know how you feel. But with our current scientific forces, it's impossible to revive the power of the orgasnoids. Right now, we are only treating you orgasnoids like consumables, but you know that we have no other choice, Aya..."
Aya nods reluctantly, but inside her heart, a faint ill feeling is born.
Orgasnoids are consumables.
Those words spun around inside her head. Orgasnoids... us... what in the world are we really? Me, and mother, and Ilia... what the hell are we?
This intrigue swirls also around in your heart, as you're synchronized with your sister. And with such chaotic thoughts, you are further and ever more deeper, pulled inside the depths of your heart. Woosh, woosh, falling down.